this is very very bad.

all good things must come to an end.

I gave too much.

I hate this feeling. Blacksburg is a place so dear to my heart, and now it's tainted with such tragedy. It's really strange seeing everyone so happy and unaffected by something that makes me want to cry all the time. I just want to be home with everyone -- my friends here can't provide the kind of understanding that exists at home because you all are equally affected if not more. I hope I'm not being ridiculously emotional, but I can't help it. I love you, godbless.